notwhatyouwanted

I love art. Seriously, I know that's a dumb thing to say on DeviantArt, but I honestly do. I'm so glad that I decided to pursue it and not give up. And it's not even that I'm very good at it, but it takes up so much of my time and I feel happiest when I've spent my time doing something I love instead of something I have to do, but with art it's like I can do both and it's amazing :) I've had a mixed emotions weekend. Cried twice, both were my fault and things I should have done better on. What really got to me was that I tried my very best and had been, up til yesterday, pretty pleased with what I'd done, but when it came down to it, the re